I want to be that woman they talk about, the one they're afraid of, the one they long to know. I want to be that woman whose name they whisper, the one whose scent reminds them of Spring mornings and Autum nights. I want to be that woman desired by every man, envied by every woman, despised by everyone.
I watched you and hoped you'd glance my way. Roses in my hair, pearls around my neck. Purple lipstick. Bare shoulders. Trembling heart. A whole world of passion waiting to explode. Hours passed. You walked away...darkness surrounded me.